Check-in

 Year 2 check-in time.

Doctor:  Do you have a family history of heart failure?

Kath:  Well, yes.  My mom’s heart failed but has been revived.  My sister’s heart has failed several times.  And my heart is failed but rallying.

Doctor:  Are you on blood thinners or beta-blockers?

Kath:  I take prescriptions of conversations and prayer to regulate flow and block emotional pressures.

Doctor:  How often do you forget to take your medication?

Kath:  It used to be everyday.  But now I remember.

Doctor:  Do you have allergies to medications?

Kath:  Occasionally.  My eyes water a lot.  My throat will tighten.  Sometimes my legs seem locked.

Doctor:  Let’s review your social and mental history.  Are you married, single, divorced, separated.

Kath:  I like to say I’m married but separated.  But really I’m single now.

Doctor:  How many live in your house, including yourself.

Kath:  Snoopy.  Jesus.  That’s 3 of us.  Or really just one of us.  Me.

Doctor:  Do you smoke or drink?   Have you experienced stress, anxiety, depression?

Kath:  No.  Maybe.  Yes?   Is anxiety feeling nervous about hoping to find someone, anyone I know to sit with?  Is depression avoiding a beautiful friend’s phone call?

Doctor:  Have you noticed any changes to your overall health?

Kath:  Hmm…  I think so.  I answer phone calls now.  My giggles are more genuine.  They come from a true giggle-place.  I look forward to morning and my favorite cup of coffee.  I make a lunch date sometimes.  I don’t wish to die anymore.  That’s big.  Don’t you think?

Doctor:  Do you have a health goal?

Kath:  Yes.  I’d like to be completely content.  I’d like to check in and report that all is very well.  I’d like to talk about this goal without choking on more tears.  Do you think my goal is realistic?  Do you think I can reach it?

Doctor:   Prescription:  Continue with God.  Increase your dose as needed.  Check in with me next year.